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In one week I will be on a plane from Paris to Sydney with my husband and our two young children. This may sound like the beginning of a journey but the truth is that I started this journey a long time ago. Twenty years ago I dreamt of going backpacking through Australia but that dream was quickly replaced by travels to other countries. It wasn’t until 2 years ago when I discovered Leonie Dawson’s fun and inspiring path that the old dream of Australia came back to me. At that time I was a stay at home mom and we were living on a very small income so spending any money on anything besides food and rent was out of the question.

In November 2011 I joined Leonie’s Academy (former Goddess Circle) and with the incredible support from her and a group of awesome women I met in that community I finally took the leap and started my own business in February 2012. After 10 years of wishing and hoping but being held back by my doubts and fears I did it. This was huge and really opened me up to a new world and a new reality. When I was younger I was really adventurous and such a free spirit but as I grew older I got caught up in the everyday life of raising a family and just getting by.

2012 was the year when I started pursuing my Big Dreams, one after the other. A month after starting my business I offered my very first channeling workshop, attended the biggest spiritual fair in Sweden (Harmoni-expo), created an e-course (now the Spirit Guide Kit) and decided to offer more workshops that year. Fulfilling so many big dreams was amazing and I started to feel like anything was possible (which it of course is : ).

I could feel how I had set something huge in motion and it was growing into something much more beautiful and powerful than I could have ever imagined. I felt carried by life and everyone on my path had a message or support to share with me. I had the immense privilege to do readings for incredibly open-minded and generous clients from all over the world.

As 2012 came to an end I was happy about the connections I was making and was even more passionate about my work but I also knew that I needed to do a lot more readings in order to support myself and my family. Something needed to shift. So I faced the fear that maybe I would not be able to make a living doing what I love. I went so deeply into that fear and felt myself let go of the attachment I had held onto. As I journeyed into my soul, I realized that no matter what happened in my life I would always channel my guides. In that moment I knew that it didn’t matter if I made enough money to be able to do this work. It didn’t matter because this is my Soul’s Purpose and this is my path. I will always come back to this practice and nothing will change that.

In January 2013 the incredibly generous Leonie shared on Facebook that she had gotten another reading with me and that she loved it and some lovely friends in different groups started sharing my work with each other. That’s when it said BOOM in my inbox and within a week or two I was fully booked until mid-February. What an amazing reminder from the Universe that all is well and that everything happens at the perfect time.

Since then my business and I have both grown a lot and I have had to face many fears (or the same many times ; ) in order to be doing the work I do today.  If you are thinking of starting your own business or have just started please don’t compare where I am today with where you are right now. It has taken me 2 years of very dedicated work to be where I am now. My deepest wish is that my work and my voice inspire you to reach your dreams.

I am you and you are me. We are all one. This is our journey in this life-time so let’s make the most of it.

Reaching one dream after another and diving deeper into myself gave me the courage to take the biggest leap of all (so far ; ). As I was doing Hiro Boga’s deeply transformative program Become Your Own Business Adviser I realized that my deepest wish in that moment was to go to Australia and offer a channeling retreat. As soon as I started connecting with the energy of Australia and of a future retreat the energy inside me started shifting and buzzing and I knew I was onto something. Of course as soon as I stopped connecting my mind went: What? Are you crazy? It’s on the other side of the world, you’ve never even been there and who would want to come to one of YOUR retreats?

OK, so I connected deeper with this dream and the most amazing and vibrant energy started swirling inside me and in that moment I KNEW in my heart I had to do this. Let me say that this has not been an all-around easy journey and I (my husband/my mom/my friends/my neighbors) have freaked out a number of times. But as I am writing these words I feel whole, in perfect alignment and I can feel in every cell of my body that this is what I need to do right now.

I can tell you about the practical stuff that needed to fall into place. Or of the deep fears of not being enough or of asking for too much that I have had to face. But the truth is that none of that matters.

What truly matters is that my soul is longing to go home.

I don’t know how to explain this but I can feel how my soul is asking me to go home. To re-connect with the land in Australia and to do ceremonies so that a part of me that is lost finds its way home again. The connection feels very ancient and is much bigger than me.

When I let this sink in the tears start falling and I realize that all my travels have always been about this. Finding my way home. I never thought that a place so far away could call me home again.

When I connect with the retreat in Brisbane I can feel the love expanding inside and around us and the energy is like a beautiful, shining sun showing us the way into our hearts. We will let go of who we are and of our old wounds in order to step fully into who we are right now. We will play with our spirit guides and there will be fairies visiting us. The rest is for us to create together.

The retreat in Kuranda feels very powerful and will be very different from my other retreats. We will meet in such deep places and we will go very far on our journeys into other worlds. As we travel further we will simultaneously go deeper inside our souls. The words awakening, soul’s journey and unlimited expansion come to me. I can see a big eagle spreading it’s wings before me when I connect with this retreat and with the Pachamama House.

I have had visions of Kuranda long before I knew it existed and when I saw photos of Leonie’s first house in the rainforest I couldn’t believe my eyes. What an amazing journey this has been and I am in awe of how one strong and beautiful vision can become reality in such a short time. I have been very focused and have asked for so much support in order to allow myself to fly this high.

If you have a Big Dream that you wish to create I invite you to:

  • Ask for the support you need. Receive it fully. And ask for more.
  • Take very good care of yourself as you create it. Sleep well, eat well and be kind to yourself.
  • Let go of your attachment to how it “should” unfold and open up to divine guidance, your intuition, signs on your path
  • Know that you are enough. You are an amazing, divine being and all you need is inside you.
  • Trust that when you are on the right path help will come in the most amazing and unbelievable ways. You don’t have to figure it out when you start. Open up and receive the guidance as you take one step at a time.

If you feel drawn to one of my retreats please book your space and read more about them here. If you have any questions I would love to hear from you at [email protected]

I love you, beautiful soul, and I am so honored to be your friend and to walk this path with you. My heart is so full of gratitude and I wish to share the love and abundance with you.

I would like to extend an extra heartfelt thank you to the incredible people who have supported me through this mammoth project. With all my heart I wish to thank Jackie Stewart, Cara Wilde, Hiro Boga, Leonie Dawson, Amy Miller, Tara Bliss, Ruby Toad, Pernilla Hjort, Olivier, Megan Koufos and so many more. Whether you are close friends, mentors or only recent Facebook friends know that you have all helped me to fulfill my biggest dream and for that I am so grateful.

I wish you a beautiful, miraculous and magical day!

KarianaSign

 

 

 

 

 

 

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